Read My MIND

小姐2字头了

2011-11-17T00:47:00.000-08:00

❤~~~~~啊~~~~~呀~~~~~~
我~~~~20岁咯~~~~~~~~~
好像等得好漫长...

虽然没什么特别庆祝，但是

偷偷说，看到你很开心啊~~ 你在我身边很开心~~ 你第一个跟我说生日快乐很开心~~
很高兴有你...

❤谢谢你, 我爱你~

谢谢我的朋友mun, 爱你们pun~

简单吃一餐说一声生日快乐我就会很开心了，因为我收到祝福了嘛...
谢谢你们记得我的生日, 我的几个好朋友们, 比我家人还关心我...... zzz
无奈..

谢谢baby的耳环衣服巧克力~我都喜欢... Thankiuuu & Love uuuu~!
谢谢黄思菱姐姐的手受伤了还那么pan pok.

baby I am getting stronger now~ hoho XD
下次会更好(?) 呵呵

I'm good.

2011-11-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

好久一段時間沒有寫日誌咯，真不知道怎麼開始

不是生活沒什麼變化，也不是懶惰，只是沒那個想寫的衝動，要是沒看見▶部落格◀這三個字還真不知道我什麼時候會想起這裡。

▶▶話說，這段期間我到了好多地方，放假的第一站去了澳門，然後台灣，還有泰國曼谷...

很多人羡慕我，就一直說我好好命，好幸運... 到處飛，對我來說，這個世界上的人都是你看我好我看你好而已。

•並不是說我看我自己不好，只是有些事要自己體驗之後才知道的，總結我還是覺得等我以後工作了，存夠錢再和朋友去玩，會更享受，更爽。

▶▶隨著成績放榜，我也知道自己是很幸運的那個了，雖然不能畢業，可是到最後我只剩下一個比較能應付的科目，就是比很多人幸運了，說難聽就是活該不好好讀書。

我真的覺得我不是讀書的那顆材料，真的啊，每個人都會這麼說，這是一個藉口。
我只能說，“你，過來讀讀看”

每個人都說很壓力，但我沒說壓力，只是用行動證明我壓力了。

▶▶前幾天和ex-housemate約了，好想念他們，正好都回來參加畢業典禮，我的好姐妹↓

我們專門喜歡去test衣服拍照，上面的格子衣服我很喜歡，但是荷包不允許我任性，只好一把鼻涕一把淚跑去買了下面的黃色背心，我買的是灰色的，比較適合我的荷包...

姐妹團，↓↓↓，都是在學院時期認識并成為好朋友的...

我們很愛拍...

小姐小姐~~~們~

ex-housemates mun..

yorrr, 時間過得很快，聚會都散了。好像好多東西還沒做。

▶▶沒有意外的話我要開始工作了，多一個月吧，多希望沒意外，畢竟我在家窩了整個月了，沒收入沒零用拿，好納悶。

我正望著Iphone歎氣，納悶什麼時候我才會牽著小i 你回家...
望著s95歎氣，納悶什麼時候我才會牽著小黑你回家...
再望著鈔票，納悶，什麼時候你才會跟著我回家...

希望，一切順順利利吧 :))

2011-08-27T03:41:00.000-07:00

呼, 终于搬回家了
住了两年半的宿舍~再见~
一同生活的室友兼好朋友，T^T
byebye...

我会记得我们一起熬夜通宵读书，一起玩扑克牌，看电影，耍赖... etc..
的日子...

跟你们在一起我很开心
尤其是一起说废话的时候，biong看了，最废的一定不是我 rf
我是最安静的一个 :P
还有还有~生病的时候你们对的我关心，我心里fu到是很温暖的 :)

还不知道还有机会聚聚吗
就来各自走各自的路料

but 我觉得有的啦~
我等~~~~ 我等~~ 等你们约我 xD

p/s: 表给我等到beh tahan咯= =#

就... 最少... Langkawi 我一定要跟你们去一次 :)

唉，我想你们料咯...

最后，附上一张lcly的嘴脸 :P

mUACKSsss!!! 亲死你们~~~

;-( Just something to vent.

2011-08-18T12:21:00.000-07:00

想握着...

2011-07-18T03:13:00.000-07:00

我，不如那些美女漂亮，只是个普通的女孩子

我是个奇怪的人，有时候会突然笑起来，也会突然哭出来

我总是在自己难过的时候告诉自己不可以哭，要比别人坚强

我会没有安全感，我讨厌被欺骗

我不是喜欢熬夜，不是故意要熊猫眼，只是睡不着

我喜欢高跟鞋，更喜欢穿着人字拖到处去

我喜欢在伤心时听伤心的歌曲，虽然心情越来越不好

我小孩子脾气，会哭，会累，会悲伤，会快乐，也会幸福，和所有人一样

我就是这样，我想这样活着，跟别人有那么一点点不一样

我希望有一个人，他不嫌弃我的坏脾气，不嫌弃我不漂亮，不嫌弃我的坏习惯

他是我的依靠，无论怎么样，他都在我身边

每天都见面，三餐一起吃，一起手牵手散步，一起看感人的电影，一起赖床，一起发呆

我希望他，现在就在我身边。

生日期

2011-07-06T00:55:00.000-07:00

15/6/2010. Happy Birthday!

够大牌了瓜~姓黄的，我们分开两天帮她庆祝了 xD

第一天去吃kim gary
记得散场时都搞到不是很开心

第二天， tar dang~惊喜来了

寿星婆被骗去某某地方-- “红”

然后被蛋糕吓到一下
然后跟我说：“我说过我不要惊喜！”

跟你讲：切~信你才怪。
小寿星婆，可爱到..

我和寿星婆

我和爱人
xD 好像我们生日酱。

大合照！
生日快乐！
我懂你很想说：谢谢你们这班朋友
xD

30/6/2010.
Its Laura's Birthday!
主角：peach 衣服捧着红酒蛋糕的美女
地点：Little Cottage II
小小合照

小小不同，因为两个蛋糕 xD

我们和漂亮寿星婆

少不了我和她

吃了晚餐就换地点，到straits quay切蛋糕..
然后拍个青春照。
xD
喜欢这张，很有少年时的fu

本来就是年轻人嘛xD
肯定有fu的。

最近很多人生日
轮也轮该到我了瓜=3=
想想，原来还久 Zzzz..

没关系，大家=3= 我的生日不用庆祝的wor~
给我小小一台canon S95 就够了，我做梦也会笑 xD

F YOU

2011-06-24T19:02:00.000-07:00

我, 很记仇的

所以,

老师(笑)

送你一张图

不鸟你, 直接送你

这次你是第一次

也是最后一次

再给你抓包

我就自己打自己

我很... 记仇, 的...

>>>> 好吧，转回来

我反省了一下
这是我的错，被抓也不能怪人，
but也让我发泄下。

对你，再多的水也灭不了我的怒气(握拳)
我不鸟你
更不会恨你
我只会记住你
有机会我会让你笑着跟我客气地讲话:))

未来日子你不懂我不懂,

但请你讲话放尊重，不要当学生是你的狗儿，
任你这个主人任喊任叫，
再这样的话，有天它们会反咬你，不止一两口。

(羞)我发现我很幼稚rfrf
我在这里骂人=3=

Pantai Kerachut

2011-05-31T04:18:00.000-07:00

During saturday, I've joined my housemates in a healthy activity.
we went TREKKING!!

Slept for only two hours,
and I woken by them at 7 something in the morning.
after getting ready, we went to Sri Ananda to have our breakfast.

here comes the breakfast; non-vege nasi lemak costed RM3.00/each.
Shusing was eating.

we all having nasi lemak.

After breakfast............
we proceeded to pantai kerachut.

there finally after travelled for some time.
tar dang~~
Penang National Park is the entrance.

see, we are excited.

after registered, we started our journey.

first view before we start.

love the scene over there.

here we go............
hmmm, cannot like this lorh :P
no couple is allowed along the journey.. xD

and finally we reached here;look at him.. so excited??

but,
after 1o mins......
oh no.. xD tak boleh tahan dah??... ***laugh***

saw a small river in the jungle.

little bridge on the river.

and finally, we used about an hour and 20 minutes to finish the journey.
here we are!! PANTAI KERACHUT!!!!
sweating along the way and reached at last. something like.. hmm..
hard to describe the feeling.. I cant think about other word except happy.

the view over there;

damn funny my expression.
point my hand, what am I holding??
POKER card.. again "chor dai dii"..
we made it as our normal activity as we can do it anytime in everywhere ;D

:3
couple for the day;looked romantic after edited. My little job :D

It's time for rest;

there was another special thing in pantai kerachut

don't missing out the turtles!
they are 3-4 inches in size.
but just few of them and we cant find bigger turtle there :(
means don't have =.=

credits to NF. my "little" roti face was fully shown.

*LMAO*
Picha of a malay lady and the lonely man.
:DDD

Airen =3= nice posed..

......
around 1pm.what he pointing??=.=

it's time to say bye to the beach!!
we went back to the entrance by boat, costed RM10/person and the "driver" so good.
allowed us to practice our driving technique
...of boat.

haha!

well,
thanks for giving me an enjoyable weekend, my housemates.

taken by airen :3 like it.

the next post will be another trip to waterfall,
stay tuned :D

✿ summer weeks

2011-05-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

phew~ feeling someting like, very relax recently

I get my new spectacles.
so damn tiring face. Smirking? LOL

first, I misses the eggtarts!!!
cute rite?!

they costed only RM14 (around)
can get them near the queensbay mall, somewhere the corner :P
I want to eat!!! Cant wait to grab them.

x . x . x . x . x . x . x .

Felt boring actually, thanks to the weather.
So that it could change simply and made human's body so ill.
DULL.

New semester and the last semester for me, hopefully =.=
not feeling any stress right now. and
I've been enjoyed in the first two weeks of new semester.

guess what, it's WEDNESDAY night :D
it was 4am in the morning.
went to club with fellows. BAD enough =|

before that, I received a call,
brother Vic, he've booked the tikets of movie for thursday night. ta dang~

so excited, I wished to watch this movie very much,
since there are nice compliment from everyone who watched.
& cant believe that, I watched twice in a week. :D

&. &. &. and.
there are many girls inside there, hot and spicy one :D

the most prettiest we found was, Gal Gadot

I like the movie :D and the words, "I am motivated" XD
know why? because,

"I have a past before you met me" haha!!!

before went into cinema, I played the game again which always challenging me
and "successfully" get into stage 3 (first time)
so proud of me. *rfrf

Zynxeng took the pictures. and I combined.

concentrating pose *shy*

bomboom~
proceed to week 2.
the 3rd day of the week was wesak day. We are holiday~
Plan goes through, I decided to spend my holiday with my beloved housemates!!
8 of us, to have pretty mode, we dress-up nicely and spended a little plenty of time.
we wish to have more time but it was so cruel. always flies with 1250km/h.

finally we reached queensbay mall in the afternoon without any jam.

3 of us wearing the same shirt but in different colour.
venue: fitting room :D

Kareen & me.

airen & me.
I used to wear the black colour dotted sleeveless-coat for the day
but I looked plump with it.
so I changed into long sleeve coat. looked like a business woman :D

I am the middle one.

and I get something from airen.
A gift from Taiwan!!

so special :3 I like it.
Thankiu airen, muak =3=

lastly, I wishes, I could watch all the latest movies!!
1. Pirates of the Caribbean
2. Transformer
3. Twilight- Breaking dawn
4. Harry Potter 7- part2
5. .... on the way thinking.

I knew I'm spending so much of time and ringgit. :(
but at least, please let me watch them. xD

What was LIFE?
was to enjoy :D !!
a simple smile could help us to get better mood in sometimes.☺

recently

2011-04-30T09:48:00.000-07:00

没空没空没空
hmmmm, 好累=3=
这几天早上睡醒准备出门工作，晚上回到家已经夜了
一天就这样过了，不知不觉我只剩下一个星期的假期
感觉上假期好像就这样过了，什么都没做
但是！我其实有做 =3= 工... 不过也只是part-timer.
是跑fair的part-timer.
这次的fair在北海，晚上住槟城，所以每天来回跑
辛苦是还好，我想只是driver累惨

but就算再累，偶尔也要享受一下...

昨天放工，和老朋友约好一起去看了场电影了 :D
《關雲長》什么X子丹的自导自演

意见就不给了，自己看了才知道
毕竟我原本就对这种三国类的所谓中国历史没有很大兴趣
而且里面有些字体太过深奥.. 一行10个字大概我只会5个字..
所以有点搞不明白

话说，里面的人类哪个是好是坏
哪个是披着羊皮的狼，哪个是有着羊般善良的心
对我来说有待观察
(就说我看不明啊）

but
我觉得她...
很可爱! rfrf.

对嘛，男女主角好看，戏也会比较好看的 :D

看完电影已经是凌晨2点多，一起吃一餐凌晨的宵夜就依依不舍地回宿舍
到了宿舍楼下看到好多人，就觉得今天怎么那么多人，不对劲
结果飘啊飘，我收到“风”
有人.... ... 自杀...
hmm, 好紧张，第一次遇到这样的情形 :<
进到宿舍首先和室友“分享”，然后两个人在那边自己吓自己地害怕

结果第二天就有人tagged我一则新闻

咩，下次自杀前通知声啦，无端端“碰”，人家会怕。

原来，人生不过几个十年，就完了。
就... 珍惜。(吧)

:)) 爱人要到台湾旅游了~希望她旅游愉快~
快快回来~带埋我的礼物 XD

接下来, 我的罗嗦时间..

解码: 我的facebook... 咯

Holidays' boring

2011-04-18T22:27:00.000-07:00

I'ma back for update!
well, nothing else to do so I've been here to update :P

Semester's breaks now!
HOLIDAYS!! *woohooo* seems so nice right?
It wasn't actually, holidays can do nothing, holidays' so bored.
stayed at home and be a driver for sister, else?, hmmm, houseworks?

rawrrrr!

followed by the last post, I've done upload some of the photos.

#hmm, photos described everythings.

went to 1st evenue and have our lunch in restaurant "朱師父".

look delicious rite?

I likes the environment there.

group photo.

pretty von & airen.

another group photo.

before movie. yvonne, airen & kareen.

5 of us. ningmin, shusing, airen and von. (photo was cropped *laughs*)

siehling & me.

I've join out photos into one page. LOVEs the moment that we're stay together.

(in the Toilet) *laughsss*

take 2, love this.

my very very "chu bi" looks LOL.

matured rite? I likey. =3=

My very lovely buddies!! love them.

w/my airen & kareen. they are all mine :D rawrr!

airen !! <3

yhiahh, I'm lazy now.
come on yeah, hey sexy ~:P

quote in a drama:
当你对一个女人说你爱她时，她就是你的责任。

quite true, as you loves her
you have to protect her
when you said you LOVE her
she's then always your responsibility
she gave all to you, included her
she trusted you, always.

so if you cant make it
do not simply say love
do not own her because you're not qualified.

Says night to the moon

2011-04-15T11:59:00.000-07:00

aihh, I'm so late. Still I am awake at 3a.m. in the morning(?) zz..

Enjoyed whole the day with buddies <3 I am so happy that we could get outing together :))
Waiting for the photos taken by Kareen's new baby, little-Canon *lol*
(fasterrr, I want all the photossss!)

seriously, I wish I could have my own dig-camera :))

BUT.. I knew a quote=.=
Sometimes it's the things that you can't do, that bring out the brilliance of what you can!
so true right?..
thing that we needed were always the thing that we can't get.

Finally, 2 suffered weeks ended and I've done my final
hopefully I could pass all and have pretty-nice grades in result
14th April, I took my last paper- Macroeconomics, (2 hours to finish the Shit-ty paper)
4pm I came out with super excited feels and ready to start my holidayssss!!

Well,
on the day we decided to watch 《單身男女》"don't go breaking my heart"

so we planned;
buddies(ling, yvonne & beloved) reached first at Gurney and I asked them to buy the tickets

we were lacked of time while going to Gurney because I used few hours to pack all my stuff!
and finally we have to rush for the movie =.="
(tickets were 7.30pm)
and we reached Gurney really "on time" ..7.45pm, "few" minutes after the movie started.
fine, just skipped few minutes.

=3=
she's pretty enough and besides were 2 handsome guy *in love*

*like*

no more comment for the movie, it's just like a dream!
(for me, it's too impossible to what they've done)

and, by now, I'm tired. zz..

Will be continued... :))

*I wish you were here, but you're not, you're there. I am missing u.*

2011-04-08T08:00:00.000-07:00

考试期间心情总是起伏不定，现在想妈妈，我想家了:'(

2011-03-31T08:11:00.000-07:00

最近的生活无趣咯又要考试料~:((
希望一切顺利咯努力点please！！~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
当我们一起唱k的时..

当我们在一起的时候..

当时..我们常出来.. 但最近才发现.. 原来我电脑并没有一张跟你的合照... :(

朋友 :) 感觉上我们好久不见...

p/s
其实有时候我很生气，。。。就只是因为小小的事情
所以我要发泄下=3=：
讲话要顾虑人家感受是礼貌也是一种对人的尊重
但是对真心对待的朋友对不起我做不到
因为我心里有自己的定义 :)
设定好好的东西我不会乱改

我对朋友的要求并不严格参得来话说得对我就认定你
当我认定你我就会把你当成自己人
有话就说绝对不会隐瞒
要是觉得我说的话不合你听你可以走这样你就不在list里面
我也就不会把我所设的定义用在你身上 :)

❤, 想你~ :3

2011-02-28T03:19:00.000-08:00

生活一向不在掌控之中
但生活遠遠超乎想像的掌控著每個人

我在乎誰？有誰在乎我？
有誰在乎這些問題？
有時候連我自己都懶得為這種想法去動腦筋
又有誰會去在乎？

有時候，想太多就像在傷害自己
有時候，思考了去進行得來的卻是遍體鱗傷
有時候，不想知道不代表不知道
有時候，在人前時傷心是表現不出來的
有時候，不在乎是裝出來的……

x.x.x.x.x.x.

我真系接受不到做壞女人=|
還是現實點好~早點解決

p/s:好像有點兒喜歡叻~~啦啦啦~(好像)

what lifes going on

2011-01-11T03:56:00.000-08:00

Such a long time I din't update my blog.
Busy?? I am NOT!! LOL just lazy larhhh.

And now, I've too many things and don't know from which part should I start to write.
So........ I chose to skip some part, the part I can't really remember.
=P

well.... Story starts with......

24-25 Dec 2010, when I was still younger, then now (at least). =X

My brother organized a bbq home party on christmas eve,
so I've invited some buddies came to my house=D
We planned to go to kbox after bbQ
while on the way, we “met” few cute stupix polices.
It was 1smthg at the night!
Yunhao was the driver, we were ChiWei, Ck, S-ling, Boey, sweetheart & me.
try to imagine, 7 of us squeezed in a Wira. Please god, it's hard= =

we are all little chicken-hearted here =D
so we suggested to let 2 boys go down and walk into a taman
(just to avoid polices find something to kacau)
and so that we can drive in to fetch them after pass by the police's check-up.

but still, kena with the polices!!! what the Fxxx.

police: kenape tukar tempat?

us: huh? tukar apa?(= =)

police: tadi nampak kereta henti sana, buat ape? tadi u(me) yang drive, kenape tukar?!(seem like kurang kesabaran)

me: har? mana ada?

police: adalah, I nampak u tukar tempat dari sini(driver place)

me: takda lah!(me too!! I wont sabar!!) tadi turun kawan saja ma, saya tukar dari belakang la.

police: jangan tipu, mai lesen. (pui! scare what, I also have lisence for car!!)
(and then I passed my lisence to the police)

few second then....
police: ok, I percaya u kali ini, takde lain kali.

sure, you babi!! I wanted to scold..

.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.

Next, lets jump to 28 Dec 2010.
Kareen & her bf, and my sweetheart, 4 of us went to the new shopping mall Straits Quay .
the main reason we went there is to take photos.

Front View of Straits Quay

the Straits

the biggest christmas tree in penang

sea-view and the light house

For me, it doesn't looks like a shopping mall,
it's more like a local leisure because there are some different restaurants there
which some of them can't find in other places in Penang,
and the fashion shop are just few.

so I prefer calling it a leisure mall instead of shopping mall.

.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.

31 Dec 2010, the last day we're in year 2010.

-MANY PLANS.

at last, we chose to have our countdown plan at beach.
the beach of Paradise and Flamingo hotels.
as usual, 4 of us and 1 person added---mr.YunHao.

there are people bbQs and parties on the beach. All people waiting for countdown. Crowded.

left dear and right sweetheart=) LOVE you girls

12a.m. fireworks shown that our life's started in 2011=) (taken by "brother")

I met "a group" of "old friends" which they are also bbQ-ing there.
Nothing changed but almost all of them already "proceeded" to couple.
not feeling strange because we are not familiar as well.

YunHao, Jkteow, me, Jianling

"old friends", many of them. But I just speaked to some of them.

after that, ai ren(sweetheart) and me followed "brother" to the place which just allowed by people above 18 yr old.
-CLUB-
and then we drunk. =|

.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.⊹.

8 Jan 2011, the 1st day of my Year 2 Sem 2 Final Exam!!
during the final's period, my sleeping time changed according to the timetable.
morning used to sleep, night used to face-booksss!!= =
skip..zzzzZ

19 Jan 2011, the last day of final=D
my classmates went to movies, lunch, dinner, clubbing... and somewhere else

I am not sure because I din't join.
something happened, mum's body very weak nowadays
and finally she's in hospital on the day before my last day.

I accompanied her in the hospital for 3days and nights.
the situation is become more bad and serious.
Mum has asked to do chemo, so that she can stay alive.

By the way, CNY is around the corner,
please do remember, HOME is always the way you shall go.
cherish the period when you are still together with your family.

I am sad but I can't show it.
Feeling bad but I am acting like I doesn't mind.
what to do.. I hate the feeling.
But I just can do nothing.

pray hardly

2010-12-22T20:15:00.000-08:00

*祈禱*

怎麼辦怎麼辦
心好亂腦也好亂
媽媽爲什麽偏要這個時候讓我分心
我很擔心很擔心
睡前擔心睡醒還是一直擔心
擔心家裡頭會發生什麽事
不是不要向人訴苦，是我說不出口

呵呵，怎麼辦呢
人生好像一時間全毀了
好想馬上回家擔心有什麽用我該回家陪陪媽媽

定時炸彈，一定是這樣
每當考試前夕，我都會準時收到一顆定時炸彈
一定是惡魔賜的，因為只有壞事

說再多也幫不到什麽，我要面對
只能面對，每次都這樣，每次都要我面對這些
每次都會連累身邊的人受罪
自己不但有罪惡感，還很壓力
一直想變堅強但什麼時候呢

有人說我只是個女生，不應該承受種種壓力
沒差的，要是我老早這樣想我可能就自殺死掉了
活在這個世界上就應該只是保護自己嗎?
我做不到，我還有家人，好友，我想他們都沒事
不是我為別人著想，只是只要他們不開心我自己就沒辦法開心
不是我什麽事都憋在心裡不說，只是我試著忘記
人總要生活，不管開心或傷心，但我選擇活的開心

我的原則是：
要開心，身邊的人才不會為我擔心
要開朗，身邊的人不開心我才派的上用場

但是我真正又做得到么？失敗...

The small hours

2010-12-15T11:13:00.000-08:00

Again! I'm here at 3am early in the morning!
what the..... couldn't fall in sleep!!
I've headache in the day.

This week should be a very free week for my college's students as I think
Or should be only for DAC students
we've done our assignments, presentations and tests in few weeks ago
isn't the time to enjoy?
yay it is!! sure I wish to be =]

and what, I just went to a movie with classmates
DA dang~~ we watched "NARNIA--3"
nothing comment but felt a lil boring , overall is still nice!!
WHAT?! Because I am the fans of Narnia.. LOL

but then, FINAL EXAM is around the corner!!
can I just forget it? ='(
but it's already in my mind..
and then,
now I realize,
I have no time to celebrate New Year anymore for the coming 2011
the final is there!!
again what the zzzZ...

the coming few days I am going to enjoy myself with buddies
joining my dear buddy,
Kareen's brother wedding dinner and meet-up with lil sweetheart, Dajie
It’s Excited!!

I know I can't be that free anymore afterthat =(

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❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Troubles are around recently
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
prayed hardly for my dearsss and buddies that
luck and god is always around you and guarding you
be faith, =]
miss u girls & guys

Feelings

2010-12-07T01:02:00.000-08:00

好久沒有吃媽媽煮的飯菜了
今天媽媽煮了<3 很開心，再次感覺到我是幸福的
媽媽=）愛你❤

這兩個星期好像很忙，但是回想一下，我好像什麽都沒幹
時間過得快嗎？

兩個星期扣掉4天考試，3天工作，還剩下一個星期
我都在幹嘛？

唉，Final的時間接近了，我都沒準備
心裡會怕，但是行動還是一樣懶
歎氣什麽鬼用哇？

我瞭解我自己，無論人家說什麽我都不會改變
所以犯賤-應該成為我的座右銘

我一點都不成熟，我根本不會為自己環境著想
我想我需要的是安全感
原本安靜的自己，變得比別人多話
我只是是在保護自己
我知道的，我都知道，但是我沒嘗試改變自己

一個字 “懶” 就把自己的責任推推掉
這就是我。

Sunday

2010-11-27T23:30:00.000-08:00

Today I've attended my grandma's 80th birthday party, yea the 1st time grandma making her celebration on afternoon.
Dad drove us together with Nicole and Vic brother
Mum went to Taiwan since last few weeks, hope she's enjoy there.
I miss her seriously ='[
My younger sister went to a camp with her few little friends this afternoon, it's fun at least i tought
then the party I went.
Well, sadly she can't join us. Can't taste those "delicious" foods. LOL.
She's pleasure.

The foods was not tasty as we hoped , yet, it's bad.

Hope that they will improve when I be back. or change another restaurant then=D

-TIRED-

I've been reading the novel "Twilight" since last friday. But can't even continue after I came back to my sweet sweet home. The life's recycle the same things everday, facing my little Lappy after wokeup and then get myself a breakfast and continue to spend my lack-ie time on Lappy. LOL, this called " mm zai si" means do not know DIE after translate.

2 tests going to do on the coming week and few assignments to go... zZzz
now i realize that my assignments is gone, I haven't start to prepare yet. God, everyone know I'm lazy, even teachers. I think. *laugh*

Please tell me the way to be hard-working. In study.
I know the way actually. Haha, it's not to be lazy!! =]

19th B'day celebration

2010-11-21T00:46:00.000-08:00

看看我的部落格更新率就知道了
我是个不折不扣的懒人

因为啊
思想累积起来每当想到要写的时候，打开部落格，就会忘记要写什么
不然就是一打开部落格，看到要signin，懒惰，就算了
再不然就是打开部落格打算酝酿情绪开始写，
但是看到那么丑的layouts，damn 直接没心情去

--- 进入正题

恭喜我又“年轻”了一岁，很高兴叻，祝（希望才对）我年年十八 T^T

生日是一天，但是整个星期都忙忙酱
生日当天考试，不懂我会选日子出生还是老师会选
上完课后和同学去 Kim Gary 吃
然后晚上和另一班好朋友去炫昇火锅
然后去海边吹蜡烛 o(≧v≦)o
结果玩得整个脸都是cream

隔了一天，另外一帮朋友帮我庆祝
我们去 One Stop 的一间餐厅
那里的食物、环境、服务都不错。
吃饱后到 Gurney 去看戏
我又跑去投篮了╮(╯_╰)╭
之后到 Harvest Inn 吃晚餐，这间餐厅很不错
客人都一直来，我们到的时候还要排队
好不容易轮到我们了，点餐过后就尽情拍照
我喜欢它的环境和食物，服务也很好
之后又到海边去(╯﹏╰）
很累的一天
（一切一切的照片等拿到再放）

就这样我病了 zzzZ
发高烧头痛咳嗽，晚上还有半夜场『Harry Potter 7 part1』
感觉好一点了，晚上10点多出发准备去看戏
故事很不错的，只是有点闷
我期待part2

第2天直接严重发烧，睡到不省人事，课也没去上到
...shh，不要告诉我妈

啦啦啦，发现我skip了好多
下次补上好了=)

爱人：考试加油，么= 3=

BY ling

2010-10-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

Location: wings cafe
Singer: Ling
Guitar: Yiufai

Trip to KL

2010-10-18T09:04:00.000-07:00

Bu..bubu.... KL we are coming!

因為突然決定要去
就匆匆收拾然後到巴士站
也匆匆買了巴士票
不錯的雙層巴士雖然一開始不是很願意
但是上了巴士就覺得很舒服很爽下有點豪華的感覺
不錯，me likey :D

❤❤❤❤❤

4.30pm 出發-10pm 點准准到KL Bukit Jalil 車站
:D

雲兒弟來接我們，通過LRT到要去的站
（興奮+期待+爽+累+餓+渴）

到達雲兒弟的租屋(condo)樓下
到間cafe去喂飽自己先
我們的水=D~蜜瓜~西瓜~

❤❤❤❤❤

15/10/2010 The First Day

第一站 - TARC
KL的 tarc 怎樣看都像大學多過學院
是PENANG的太爛么？=X
sibeh大的CC，還兩間叻

只拍到CyberCafe
rfrf 就因為我要用一下網路

然後下一站 - SUNWAY PYRAMID
:D

Kareen, Maymay, Me, Ling

-溜冰前的合照-

溜冰的入門費比我想像中還要便宜
比檳城的直排輪還要便宜
但是沒拍到我穿手套溜冰鞋的樣子, 好可惜!

是人山人海的咯

我掛名弟弟和嘉秀來找我們一起滑
我比較蠢，學了很久都不會
還跌了一跤，huhuu.. 不止會痛，還很冷
手套濕了，我整隻手也冷到僵去
到了傍晚，我們也分開走了

晚上到Wings Cafe 去聽吉他唱歌=D
然後和蛇蛇，民仔，西瓜聚一下

就這樣一天過了晚上在嘉秀宿舍過夜
呼，聊到早上7點才睡覺 ---我們是行的=X
嗯，是想念她了嘛~想想我們最少也有半年沒見了（吧？）

❤❤❤❤❤

16/10/2010

這天都混timesquare那一帶

和阿明, 鐵人和titi約了在timesquare逛逛
都是一群三八，呵呵

x.x.x.x

skip..... 到了晚上又到wings cafe去
這次有記得拍照留念 :D

吉他，西瓜，Ling, Terrence
Titi ，我

兩支不一樣的手機 =/

就醬紫，那晚整夜沒睡..
很累人下其實，3天裏面沒什麼睡到..
不過很難忘，也很捨不得離開

但其實這次去的主要原因是要見幾個朋友
所以沒帶多少錢
也買不多東西，只能逛逛
朋友見到了也很開心地過幾天了
很謝謝他們的招待，雖然麻煩到有點不好意思下
下次補回來吧

KL和你們大家
我們會再見的=D

❤❤❤❤❤
-完-

P/S: 好累，回來到現在沒好好休息到
星期一去海邊，星期二去夜市，星期三也去海邊
:P 呼，該努力了

Starting of semester 5

2010-09-28T22:55:00.000-07:00

假期完畢
3個星期的假期里我有兩個星期半是在家裡度過
看完戲就看戲又看戲又看戲

今天是開學的第三天=3=
這幾天爲了不去想別的東西
我幹了不少好事比如說
戴著耳機聽歌睡到半夜醒來才關掉

睡醒上課回家又看戲看戲看戲
然後就是約會 rfrf
和親愛的們唱K 看戲去
目的就是避免腦子去想一些無聊的傷心事來傷神

成績出來了
非常不理想但是
此刻卻哭不出來

要想看怎麼跟家人說

今天是發洩的好日子

打籃球去 =')

失去方向

2010-09-08T09:02:00.001-07:00

假期？

每天都心驚膽跳，真害怕自己熬不下去了
沒有人知道我需要什麽，
我做不到一個媽媽期望的孩子，
我做不到自己要求的自己，
我在家里幫不到媽媽反而還一直懶惰無所事事，
我不能賺錢反而一直伸手向媽媽要錢，
我不能拿好成績反而一而再的考不上，
我要求太高反而得不到，
我就算知道自己這樣也不知道要怎麼去改善，
我就是爛人一個，
我只想要往自己興趣去走，沒有理會別人感受，
我有事情只會躲著哭泣，不會想辦法解決，
我腦袋想的東西令我感到很煩，
我不知道如何去解決，
我只會一直哭，
我很想找人聊，可是找不到，
我很想告訴媽媽，可是只會讓她更加辛苦負擔，
我想停學，我沒有信心再繼續念下去，可是只會加重家人的負擔，
我想念有關畫畫的，可是家人要我不要只顧興趣，
我承認我沒有用，只會哭，連我自己都討厭自己，
怎麼只會流眼淚？
這輩子只能這樣嗎？
人家叫我反復想，“難道我要讓自己那麼辛苦嗎？努力一點吧 ”
外表看來我很樂觀？
我沒有盡力？誰知道？
我知道自己的極限，我故意讓自己辛苦的嗎？
我不知道自己原來那麼差勁。

想讓自己變強。

首先就是要讓自己不再哭泣，
連這個我也做不到，
還指望什麽呢？

我要记得笑 :)

2010-08-22T21:10:00.000-07:00

这个月来都处于低落时期，每天emo完又emo
觉得自己很没有用，让家人为自己担心
很压力，每个方面都很压力
不知道自己的路要怎么走，要努力拼一点
可是还是做不到，很想放弃
朋友都说要加油，我自己心里有数，我的能力范围真的真的做不到
可是只能硬着头皮向前走
忍着忍着，要忍着不可以哭，真的很辛苦
很想家，可是不能回去

快疯了

Opera mini的好处

2010-08-17T23:43:00.001-07:00

现在是2.15pm
目的地是Penang tarc 的某间课室
在上着 MAF (Management Accounting Fundamentals) 的最后一堂课

因为大考到了，这个学期也要结束了
本来应该是要很开心迎接假日的到来
可是每个人都在担心考试
压力的气氛淹没整个学院
嘻嘻哈哈的声音少了不止一半。

照理说我应该在专心听课
问题是我完全不明白老师在讲什么
所以我懒洋洋的打开手机的Application
按着往下键找出opera mini的Logo
打开Facebook左按右按

竟然

依然没事做

然后就“顺便”开了Blog来看看
然后“顺便”点了点New post
然后“顺便”写一写了

说起来要谢谢我两个Housemate在我的烂手机里进了这个browser
让它瞬间变的有用处多了
而且用这个上网是免费的
谁说没有Wifi的手机就不能免费上网了:D

P/S:只限HOTLINK PREPAID

我的手机！你是好的！LOL

自以為是的自己

2010-08-15T02:40:00.000-07:00

有时候我会去看看朋友的部落格，看看最近他/她过得如何，
当然为了解闷有时还会去看看一些陌生人的部落格。
大部分的人都会写出自己的心情、分享自己最近想/做了什么。
我个人认为这是真心在写日记分享。
但是有些人会把部落格当作广告栏，在部落格里推销。
推销可以有很多种，推销产品，人物。好的话是介绍，不好的有唱衰。
介绍的话大部分是在做生意，唱衰的不用多说了吧，很明显是在发泄。
我认为发泄是没有错，可以的话有多少愤都泄出来好了。
不过，切忌绝对不可以人生攻击。

发泄？
因为最近我看到有些人的post里有“BITCH” “有种你”...这些字。
要骂人可以，但是不用那么狠吧？
看到一个用这样的字来骂人的文章，看好戏的人就会继续看下去。
接下来还会用什么？难以想象。
有时候人家会通过文章来断定blogger的行为人品修养。
这时候会大大扣分。但，别人要怎样写也不管我的事。
双方吵架，比如说有一方写在部落格，一定会把对方写的一文不值，
有些甚至会说对方“幼稚”。
嘛...当你思想稳重些时，你会觉得你自己才是幼稚的那方。
而且，我看过的有一个，“我会把这件事情忘掉，从此我会过得比以前开心！”
LOL
这个是我看过最想笑的，如果要忘掉，就不必写出来了。
因为以后翻看了只会想起。
当然，你们也要想想看，若被骂的人是自己，你有什么感想？
所以凡事先想后果。

纯粹我的想法，只是我个人的意见。
我不喜欢在背后说人，但是我相信没有人不背着说人，
我会说，但要我在他/她面前承认再说一次我一样做得到，
至少让人知道自己需要改进，最重要是我自己不喜欢被人背对着说自己。
我也不喜欢别人在哪里写了你的不是然后叫人不要对号入座。
因为我不做这种事。因为这是小孩子的把戏。
要嘛静静地忍，要嘛当面说。
前提（要是我忍耐度被挑战了，事情就是后者那样办了。）
但是，忍耐度被不值得的人挑战了，那要见面说话的理由也没有了，因为我懒得理。

当然，有时候要看事情轻重。怎么看？自己断定啦笨。
如果说连事情轻重都不会分，你还有什么资格说人？先让自己成长好吗？
好吧，要怎么成长都不会的话，请你就先把自己照顾好。
LOL，说到自己好像很有分量嘛。
其实见仁见智，你绝对有权利可以否定我所说的。

我在泄愤

2010-07-22T10:30:00.000-07:00

heachace 儿回来找我了 =|
同时，stomachache 儿也来了，好痛
不懂吃了咩..

好烦好困，现在正在打assignment：
. . . . zzZ

现在这个年代的 Accounting 学生不好当，
如果说每天只是上下课，偶尔参参同学去走走
then 不需要面对考试----是非常自由自在的(就是爽啦！)
but 就是要考试 =口=

WHY?!

很压力的 nuh！
又如果如果说
只需要考 Account , maths 那些算算按按计算机的科目
也是很爽的咯，那些拿 accounting 来念的学生兴趣都是算算啊按按计算机的
可是就是有别的.......
Enterperneurship ，咩来！！
Taxation ，又咩啊！！
为何还要考一些奇怪的科目?!

WHY?!

然后然后，只是念书考试其实也无所谓，
但是就是给了course work，有了它.....
我们就要做 assignment, presentation, mid-term test.........
点点点点数不完的功课 ...
甲：这个就是学院啊。
学院就不能轻松点么，为什么给学院生那么多压力？！

WHY?!

其实...
我不喜欢。
我要画东西。
我要用各种各样的笔。
我不喜欢字。
我喜欢看画。
我做不到自己想要的。
没有资格怪任何人。
我讨厌我自己。

善变到一个地步

2010-07-17T10:29:00.000-07:00

原来，就算我让我的部落格穿到多美的layouts，我还是会变心 =|
真是的，什么时候才改得掉这个习惯 -__-

x.x.x 好吧。正题 x.x.x

我就是悄悄的回来了 *羞
我回来我的部落空间了
回来撒娇，八卦，诉苦，分享等等等等。。
不过我不打算告诉任何人
【哇哈哈，这个就是在等看哪个有心人那么注意我 *rf 】

很汗颜的就是我的标题一直在变,
总找不到一个适合的，原因我善变
好吧，这个是我的缺点我承认
BUT... but but.. 也是我的优点哇 *我绝对不无耻 rf

所以我干脆删完全部东西
refresh 一下部落格的空气
标题就空着，

等灵感 *v*